As I said to my wife this morning, it’s never going to be my favorite game. I might get good at it or with it, but I’m never going to love it. It’s just too goddamn fiddley, and way too far toward the stuff I don’t like about Torchbearer/burning wheel, AND the bonus-grubbing you see in Fate.
On the one hand, I want to give it a fair Shake, but on the other, I’m a little bit too old to waste my gaming time on something I’m not enjoying as much as I could be.